well.
i never had a pattern in what i do.
because, i'm always random.

but, lately, when i flip back my so-called gallery.
i see transformation
back then, i had colours in my stuff
and now, things are always just gray and dark.
guess, that's growing up.

it sucked up all the colours you have

and what's left is just
chill mundane matured cold colours.

ah.

i feel like throwing all my old works.


all into trash bin!


but i don't have new works to publish.


screwed up.

Hmmm...
i guess i'm very inconsistence?
my works seems different from few months ago and a year ago.
I suppose i'm not those who can stick on a style... or, maybe put in a way that, i'm trying out different method. Some might be looks dim, some extream contrast. Some happy tone, some emo tone. That's why, i myself doesn't know how to name myself.

Hmmm, it's a question that lays to no answer. But, friends out there find it confusing about my style.. forgive me. I do hope to develope only one. But, for now, i guess i'll keep changing... and hope that every change make me improve.

Thanks for those who drop by!

I still miss

He. might be a she.
He. might have boobs, might not.

BUT

He. care too much about how others judge him. he can't take it. and now, he leave deviant!

SIGH...


yah, it's been a while since he post he's leaving... but, i thought, he'll soon be back in action! but, until now there's still nothing new that he post!

miss him really much. there's always a wonder on how these people get so famous! It's somehow like a legend! Just because he's good looking and take good picture of themselves? And so the whole world fall in love with him? Or, that's something beyond this that we subconsciously get admired??

anyhow. really hope he'll come back!
that's always thrill when i see he have new works on post!

okay!
i'm been so not-active here!
due to the fact that i'm working now, and i'm staying with my mom without a connection to internet!
guess what, i have 100+ of artworks waiting for me to check out! i watched alot of great people...
well, i will, and i hope to get every works comment or fav!

urh! i need to get back to my life here!!